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date: Thursday, April 30, 2009
time:8:52 PM

Today, syf audition. it was really depressing in a way. after we played on stage, we still thought we did ok, in fact up till now, i believe many of us still thought it was ok, but stil even NJC and HCI got silver, so i tink we really cannot say anything. They played sop mch better, and definitely deserve a gold or gold with honours even. i suppose they are more depressed than us. The worst part is not getting silver, but that everyone got silver, so there wasnt really like good or bad. YUHUA screwed up they got silver, NJ din screw up and they got silver too. i wonder whats they judges thinking, or is it some form of education, teaching us how to accept faiulures in life or sth. its ultimate stupid.

I realise, thruout my life its rather smoothsailing. so din really experienced much disappointement before, i suppose this is one of them. when i was there, receving the results with all the bands, i din really felt upset, but after i returned to vj, i suddenly felt overwhelmed, its like disappointing a lot of ppl, and we are the third performing arts grp getting silver in vj. we really wanted to do vj proud, although we din maaged to in the end. silver in vj is lousy lets face facts. glod is the norm usually. although this year there is a sudden dip, n the no. of gold awards achieved, but still. this kind of thing is kinda absolute. who knows that every band gets silver. harmonica band is already not a very prestigious cca in vj, getting silver, just means that our status would become even lower, or remain. so its kinda sian. ya.

anyway i suppose in life, there are a lot of things tat are beyond our control. its just like alevels in a way, at least every one put in their best. i finally understood, why ppl always say when u have put in your best you shldnt have any more regrets.in a way. its true. i din regret anything for syf. ya. and i hope i wont for alevels aso.

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