Was munching off some dark chocolates before i decided to count calories. haha. kinda obsessed with dieting already.haha. anw, came across this interesting bit,



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Oh wow, i am really lucky to have met a nice boss( although not so friendly colleagues. ) Looking at yt, really scares me off the corporate world, even teaching is like so bad. gosh. ok seriously JIAYOU YANTING! you can cheng guo qu de:D hahah. you have to anyway , so look at it positively. I always believe tough situations enable people to grow and learn the most.

Anyway, i was too stunned by the many similarities btw my lunch mate and joel. gosh. ultimate similar. Its similar until scary. Just din say it to him. haha. wad he said was also like wad happened to me in certain areas. haha. mayb one day joel would be like him. anw, thats good news la. haha. its really nice, to see someone so proud of his girlfren. so i am super proud of him, my fren. hahah. went for an extended lunch, and i was so honest that i tell joe about it, where can u find such a stupid person seriously. I am stil quite far from my 5k goal, sadly to say. haha. and its like further and further. sad sad.

Anw, had an enjoyable lunch, feels sleepy already! just 3 more hours! cant wait. thinking of whether i shld arrange tuition today! but feel like going running after eating wonderful astons.:D

oh yep, before i forget, someone just praised my pretty girl fren LEE WAN XIN! haha. yep of course she is pretty. haha!

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Ok its fun occasionally to brainstorm wad to eat for lunch.:D hhah. esp when i wont be eating alone for today and tomorrow at least. hahah. thats the best part i guess. Had been eating lunch alone for most of the days for the last few mths.although this had indirectly trained my independence:D. now i am no longer scared of eating alone. last time i will feel a bit paiseh .

Just signed up for the tri-uni biz camp which i hope i wil get in! haha. freaking excited over camps! signed up for ntu union camp as well:D stil waiting for my nbs package and getting a bit nervous, cause the deadline is this coming friday and have to mail over somemore! crap! hahah. but i saw on the blog that they have sent another round of booklets to appealled students, felt more reassured! i guess i would have to stop work really soon, owing to these camps. haven thought of how to tell joe! hahha. a bit paiseh la. since he had treated me like super nicely over the past few mths! will try to get some cases in for him! woah! but srsly i hated sales. gosh! have to change my perspective fast, cause like wad nic says, every job involves sales, otherwise how u determine the effort put in. right?

haha. suddenly i feel like i am gonna change, so scary. haha. maybe for uni. but its definitely for the better, maybe more open-minded? more sociable? stuff like that, to enjoy my uni life:D

cant wait for lunch at singpost:D but my ez-link card like no money sia! gosh!

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haha. seriously, today is another hectiv day, work + tuition. gosh! the worst combi ever. gonna end everything soon and start enjoying my wonderful holidays man:D hahah. just quite tired of the mundane process of waking up early to work then weekends tuition. I stil have many stuff not done yet! But of course, working ia for me to achieve my personal goals. right after As, my goal is to earn 5k inside my bank! still working towards it. tiring but yep i am working towards a freaking goal:D hahha. of course, i need ot enjoy myself too:D hahha.

Saw all the og comments on fb. really cant wait for our og outing. realised everyone still feels quite close together. haha. the feeling is just so nice. i hope all our friendships are here to last. kinda sad that i going ntu. but of course, practicality. the scholarship and 3 yrs course is just so so attractive:D I shall not have any negative thoughts for ntu ! if i go in with negative thoughts, i am sure my life would be pretty screwed for the next 3 years. wadever it is, this is my decision. i am sure i would also be able to make great frens in ntu biz:D Of course, firstly i hope i can get the ntu biz orientation camp sgin up forms fast.. i hope i can get in seriously. i keep hearing abt how hard the selection process is. dam. haha. i think i shall take part in union camp as well. join as many camps as possible to make myself adapt to ntu style and also make more frens:D

i hope everything is going smoothly for you too:D

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Oh well, wnt to run earlier, giving time for my thoughts to all settle down.One whole week had passed with many things that happened. YEP I HAVE REGAINED SINGLEHOOD! oh wow, just like that not much to mention abt also. many memories flooded my brain, good and bad. thought thru a lot of things. i guess its really in this holiday when i learnt how to let go. Sometimes there is really no point in hanging on to sth u know wnt have and ending. i suppose ppl from iacts camp also changed my opinion abt a lot of stuff. Shuqin my cute roommate, Kat my pretty ogl and also many others. woah. haha.!

ANYWAY:D BE CAREFUL PRETTY WANXIN for your GENTNG TRIp:D CANT WAIT TO MEET UP WHEN YOU ARE BACK:D

Really excited abt hostel too! many fears abt many stuff! haha. but yep, fear always exists towards the unknown. shall look at it positively. i am sure there would be lotsa fun with YANTING and everyone else:D gonna shop for stuff once we get hold of the keys, many miscellaneous stuff to buy man:D

BBQ at east coast wITH birdstrike:D on friday, quite sad that quite a few others cant make it! gosh:( i am sure it would be very very fun! shall ook forward to it!:DD

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Went Marina barrage to celebrate YJ BIRTHDAY:D haha. SOme of the pictures:D HAd a great time yesterday though i was like super tired:D hahah. and all my photos look a bi ah.. weird. hahaha. Signed up for hostel with YT already! most prolly stayng at HALL 9:D woots! hahah! One thing off my mine! like finally:D





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ONE sentence my consultant said that really touched me yesterday 'these few days have been tiring for you' yep! totally into my heart. this few days have indeed been tiring. i have been so busy that i dont even have time for myself and my family. one whole week of busyness! i din even had time to talk to myself, to really feel what i shld feel.

the only time when i am alone is during lunch or bus rides. During this periods, i will start thinking. allowing the news to sink in. Sadly to say, it hurts pretty a lot in a weird kind of way. As usual, many probably expected us to break off long time ago. maybe even me myself, yet when the real thing happen, yup, it still sucks big time. Maybe being busy during this period might be good. haha.

Spoke to joel about it yesterday. was quite defensive abt myself. but wad he said was right too, it would be a more difficult period for him than for me.(although coming out from him sounds funny )somemore i have such strong support:D

Some things just have to be faced alone. I cant really show that side to anyone. its hard. i suppose this is the 10 % where i will never let anyone see. oh well, i am surviving. not that exaggerating as the last breakup. improvement. haha. thanks ppl, for showing me so much support. it really helped a lot!It alleviates the other 90% :D saw sharm's msg in the morning and it really made my day!

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Oh gosh, got freaking pissed off by two idiots earlier. unprofessional freaks. i think the world is starting to become a freaking unfriendly place. crap! totally rude. or is that just the working world!?

Anw, happy things do happen too! like candace, nic girlfren smiled at me! so pretty! hahah! friendly young ppl vs ugly old hags. wadever!

Finally had a taste of platonic friendships, thanks for giving me the faith, yes there is a halo on your head already! waiting for my pink/silver clover!

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haha! like finally my boss is back! actually quite happy la:D feels good to be able to speak to someone in office:D Somemore its someone so nice and cute:D hahah!But this also means that i have to start working again:DHe bought chocolates and nice cookies for everyone! woah! i ate one dark chocolate filled with caramel, not too sweet the combi, but freaking delicious! woah! shall not eat anymore! i am on a strict dieting plan man! haha!


Had HTHT with KQ and WX late at night yesterday:D woah! it was best man! we really need more time to talk more often! so many things happen recently!Was telling them about my relationship and consultant! woah! haha. So proud to know someone like my consultant, really. My consultant knows my girlfrens also. quite shocking, cause he say i shout'wanxin' like freaking loudly everytime i see her. oh well, i was excited during the camp:D

BAI YANTING TOLD ME she can stay in hostel with me! oh gosh! i am so freaking excited! hahah! imagine breakfast lunch dinner outside! gosh! can choose my own food. ok la, actually now also, think i wil mis home cooked food like mad actually!hmm.. love preparing for hostel! but really freaking broke recently. spent too much! on clothes, food and everything! gosh! broke broke! but i still wanna shop! can someone just sponsor me or sth.! haha! Still have to buy new laptop and stuff! gosh! Freaking freaking broke!

I think i have lost the working mood ready! but for money man! hahah! too tired recently, haven recover from my sleep debt then so many things happen, so many events! I think i am really starting to let go. The most important lesson i learn thruout this holiday is learning how to let go. Feel so proud of myself for an instant! of course still in the process of learning more:D

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This statement 'good stuff are worth waiting for' is like ultimate appropriate at this juncture! totally can feel the woahness in it!!! wow! I think i take all the news in pretty well really all thanks to my consultant! he let me see the good in ppl! dunno how to thank him! hahah! "spiritual happiness' woah! its been so long since i met someone that can spead positivity:D woah! i am back to believing in giving, in showing my genuine self:D

Sometimes, i feel maybe i am too selfish to always want things my way, i thought u would be selfish too! but you did not! in a way, you proved to me that my decision in Jan was right. Thanks for loving me. really. being loved by you had been the best part of my life for the past 2 years plus. All of a sudden, i feel thankful again!

I am not a full christian, but i do pray. I just really want to thank god for giving me all these good things in my life, and that includes you.

All the best for myself and for you:D

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