hall camp is like just a few days away, excited yet nervous. excited to knw more ppl and enoy the fun. nervous maybe cause i feel quite unprepared, like dunno wad to expect and everything. oh well. hahah. hope everythign wil turn out fine though :)

after cambodia and nbs foc, quite a few health problems popped up. scare myself. haha. like headaches, migraines. blah blah blah. oh well. all the ailments starts to act up. first time i truly realise the importance of health and rest. one week of nua-ing at home to rejuvenate myself for the camp next week is quite enough. starting to feel a bit nua and sian alrdy. ahah

ok back to city hunter, best show of the yr. haha. still have a lot of academic and other stuff to think abt and do. hahah.

procrastination is the thief of time. how true. haha

two weeks at cambodia wasnt that bad i guess. i was exposed to a totally different grp of ppl in a diff environment. the ppl there were really really friendly. and everythign was really slow-paced. couldnt really take it when i first reached there. everything was just slowwwww.. i was just too used to efficiency in singapore. i expect everything to be fast fast and fast. lol. i suppse i became a lot more independent as well. doing the laundry myself, taking charge of myself and everything. but there were periods where i really did become homesick. i was quite surprised too. but after a while at cambodia, i realised i stil prefer being in my comfort zone. haha.

nbs foc was another great experience. allowed me to challenge my physical limits. sleep like 1-2 hrs for 5 nights straight. not to mention that i din sleep the first night. omg la. i dunno how i survived. LOL. thats why keep end up getting scolded by cheese. in certain maters i still dont think that i was wrong. after reflecting upon the entire camp. i realised, its just that in a lot of matters, i have a different perspective from him. and also, i am more people-oriented then task-oriented, so i spent most of my time hanging arnd and talking to people than doing stuff i suppose. anw, it was really nice, when i saw jinghan, one of my freshie's msg. like a thank you msg. it makes me feel that its all worth it after all:) i suppose its this kind of affirmationt hat gives me the motivation to continue wad i am doing sometimes:) it affirms me that wad i am doing is right.

through both of these experiences, i get to really understand myself better. i see myself in a different light now. in a way. haha. after all, its all part of the growing up process :) I am sure that the next camp, hall camp would be another great experience altogether. working with different ppl and so forth:)

really enjoy my life now. this is my nua week:) staying at home to slack and chill. might be going out tmr with cambodia peeps. i finally truly understand the meaning of happily single. sth that i had never been able to comprehend. but now i do :)