had a great afternoon meeting with benson and catching up with him and his scandals. haha! lol. this week had been quite eventful. with a lot of meetups and outings with different ppl. probably next week would be the same as well. looking forward.

family have turned into my top most priority. esp after i stay in hall. however, dunno since when, i feel like my family have lost the 'feel' the family warmth. sadly. my mum, is constantly at my cousin's hse, while my dad had delved much into.... . wth. i suppose it had been like this for some time.just that i did not realise. things are looking bad. i hope its still in time for me to do sth.

i am rly tired from the pressure. pressure of excelling, to succeed and many many more. i am so stressed recently, just thinking abt all this. i cant balance. i cant . sadly. dont wish to talk to anyone abt it. anyone.

*even if any frens see this post, pls just ignore, and dont ask me abt it. sensitive*

last few hours of 2010, but i cant feel anything. a lot had happened in2010

i got together with terence, broke up. worked in RE, Great eastern and teach tuition. went for all the FOCs, stayed in hall, got along with YT, expanded my social n/w greatly, got to knwo many frens i would safely say i wil wanna keep for life, many from iacts. got laughed at and got angry. all the small and big events are part of my 2010. grown up pretty a lot. learnt how to deal with sadness, happiness and better at emotions-controlling. i suppose some stuff wont change though.

for instance, yeow yu ling is still yeow yu ling. haha. lame. yep, i am still the practical, sometimes blur, friendly, cheerful yeowyuling :)

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hohoho! merry christmas! this is the quietest christmas i have spent! at first i thought it would be a fmaily day, in the end i ended up chasing my dramas! haha! very very bad! wanted to go running to shed some fats! but ... hahha! bad bad bad! i want to do some shopping badly toooo!!:)

addicted to playful kiss, or shld i say the main lead in it. haha! so shuai! at least this shows that i am still young. otherwise it would be so bad. i am turning 20 soon! omg, i just wanna faint now sia! totallyyy!

doing a bit of reflection now! so much have happened thruout this yr!:) yep so much have happened!

from working in recruit express to slacking to working at great eastern. got together with terence, broke up . meeting many frens from all the different camps.. all the fun and crazy and sleepless nights in focs. haha! getting used to staying in hall and uni life. building my momentum to mug to cui-ing my exams! having outings after outings ! mixing with nice and mean ppl. hahah! so much so much ahve happened to me. one of the most happening yr ever. haha. my teenage yrs are comign to an end:(

i have learnt so much thru all these experiences. but there are still so much i have to learn, so many more obstacles waiting for me to cross over. i will become stronger. i rly have to start thinking abt my future huh?!

my christmas is spent finishing korean drama playful kiss. simple. but i enjoy it. isnt this the most impt after all. yep, enjoying every sec of ur life.

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