i am usually not the sort to give up, n seriosu issues la. but now, i feel a bit drained, though i am not exactly doing anything to resolve the problems, and sometimes even make things worst. as in solving the problem needs courage i suppose, which i lack. as always la. tired, no energy to continue trying to muster the courage. not a serious problem la. but stil if it is resolved benefits outweighs costs!

omg! i am damn broke!!!

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Its been a busy weekend, ultimate tiring. lol. decided to really take a break for today. too much tutorials to do le. never-ending. cant wait for june hols.hand, june hols would only involve mugging. ahahs. sounds quite sian. tink i am so weird. whenever there is lots of things pile up to do, i wil just, aiya, rest. hhas. and i finish like dam a lot of candies today. felt so bored. lol.

hmm, think i am stil not mature. lol.

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in the past, i have always thought that everyone is self-motivated., not that love does not exists, but that one part of human will always be selfish. after hearing wad happen to my maternal family, i start to doubt my beliefs. people have always said how noble a mother is or whatsoever. Not that i disagree, but i always thought a tiny-weeny bit in their heart is still selfish. but no. all they care about is really just their children. only as one grows older can one experience it.

a short 5 min talk and i realize how much a mother can sacrifice for her children, so its not a myth after all, nor is it an overstatement to say that a mother's love is the most noble of all.

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junren is not fat at all!!does that sound convincing???

guess where is this place???



my eyes look weird. haha.






i dunno the class bog user and password. lol

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Wow, i am seriously dam broke liao. hahas. went out for the past few das, dam poor now, shall save up for these few weeks. i wanna buy more clothes.. ARGH!! have a damn urge to buy a lot a lot of clothes. heehee. so evil... haha. and i have stuff to buy. shal really save up. hehe.as usual, kboxing is quite fun, esp with s53 ppl. hahas. we just went mad., haahs. ok. mayb hats an overstatement, since on of them only know 7 songs. as in 7 chinese songs. lol. shall post the pics on class blog. ahahhas.

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JUNREN DAMN CUTE!







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Wow, today really ultra tired. but its fun.!!hahahs. went out with amy, marli, and our cute xinyi!!!we saw sharon at the orchard! doing CIP!!!hahahs. and marli donated, weirdly, ahahs.i tik just to coup the sticker. hahas. we went to far east and shop all the way. until my legs going to break. then we wenyt bugis to get the skirt! ok the rest let the pics do the talking. ahahs. and i dunno which one is nicer!!help me choose!!!










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This is dam random, just came to my mind. cos i was reminded of mrs chua sex talk, hahas, and of course the 15 mn talk likai gave us ---

Loving someone means u have to love his flaw as well, that sounds like so weird, but is upposed that is wad she meant. hmm..sounds like a very high level. Love is not about possessiveness.. but how many ppl actually realize that, knowing the theory and applying is just different.

Love in a way seems to be full of 'conditions' yet, its only love that can make u go all the way for someone, only love can make man forget their selfish thoughts temporarily, and only love can give ppl happiness. but love itself is selfish. ok all this are random thoughts, with no purpose, everything is just random.

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MArLI WONDERFUL TOOTHPASTE
XINYI SO BAD< NBEVER BRING TOOTHPASTE


wa, we dam shuai mann!

AFTER THREE HOURS of sleep from the previous night




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Another interactive day. today my mentee a bit noisy, and he kind of getting from bad to worse liao. not good mann. and xinyi is quite fierce. but not with me. so ok. hahas. another day, to walk back all the way to the 87 busstop alone. i dont like to but i have to get used to that, many things in life are out of our control, and if u cannot control it, just have to make the best our of it.

The only way, to totally erase the pain is to forget the happiness, and that is to throw away all the memories, which i wont. A new environment is the next best alternative.

recently, family side happen a lot of stuff also. things seem to be getting from bad to worse, esp maternal side. oh wow, nth that i can help, except to wish that alevels be over soon, so that i can help alleviate the situation.


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