cts tomolo.i am feeling sick even before going for cts ready. ahha. anw, just realise recently that small things that ppl do for me always go unnoticed. yesterday night my dad suddenly say 'oh your exam coming ready, have to buy more sweets again' then i stunned there, i have never realised that he bought these sweets recently cos he know i eat a lot of candies during exams. really very touched. although i din say. i was boasting to my sister after that. ahah. not exactly boasting la. but ya. today my grand ma and mum made a very nice 'xia bing' those that can be bought at bakery i think , not the calbee one. ahha. feels very homely. hah. they were all making it whiel i was isolating myself, attempting to study but failed, cos i ran out to eat shortly. ahah.

comign to vj has really gave me a lot of stress, i can really feel it,. omg, seriously, the confidence level also dropping like mad, this cts mean a lot to me, but yet i cannot overcome this psychological barrier. the psychological barrier in me is getting stronger, and self motivation(although i am dam good at it) is becoming useless. just feeling very very nervous now. dunno for wad.

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