after exams le. but it feels like very shortly a new round is coming. and it is. there are so many stuff to do, that i decide to just dont do anything. wow, how constructive can that get. lazing around and reading my book are wad i jhave done for the whole day. and i just realised that my attachment teacher, the miss yang seems to have quite vjs. wad the heck. can i be more suay than this. i just wan to continue lazing arnd, like i did for the past week. yet there is piles of stuff to do, including a terrorism essay by tomolo 11am. so its like. whew.

i am just a stubborn person, super ultra stubborn. once i start doing sth, i wont stop until its over. but if i dont wan to do sth, i can procrastinate like mad. omg, so this is me. one of the things that i need to do now, is to finish my book, and one that id ont want to do now is to write my essay . oh wadever.

mayb thats why, i never know wad i want, cause wad i want might be conflicting with what i am stubborn abt. or am i just another practical and unemotional being. not forgetting selfish and irreponsible. yes these are my traits. i suck!

not an emo post, just stating the facts. oh i can go purposely go downstairs just to buy my oreos, ppl might not be able to see it as a stubborn act, but it is. cos i seldom go down to buy stuff, unless i realli want it. but at the same time towards other stuff, that are more complicated then buying oreos, i lack the courage. i am stubborn but lack the courage to put thoughts into action. so ya. again. i suck.

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