This morning on the bus, when i was too frustrated with the physics notes in my hand, i started thinkng actually starring into space la. hah. suddenly i realize life is just a growing process.

In life,
we experience failure through that we laern from our mistakes and become stronger
we experience success sth we are always aiming towards
we experience being into relationships and getting out of it
thru that we get hold of a better understanding abt ourselves and wad we are looking for for our life partner
we experience the dryness and with it comes the fun.

mayb its singapore society or maybe its this increasingly globalized world, i just realised we would forever be on our feet trying to grab success . Mayb its just me. From young i have studied so hard to reach the stage i am in now. and i often tell myself, its ok just have to get pass alevels and everything else would be less stressful. but no. university stil require you to mug and after uni the working society still require you to be always alert and prepared. life is so tiring like that. when u can finally relax, you are probably too old to really enjoy the pleasures of life. ultimately, we would leave this world without any material possessions so why do we have to work so hard for sth we cannot really take with us.

i dont need to be the next minister or the next entrepreneur of the year or some bigshot. i just want to lead a calm, peaceful and happy life. sometimes th process is indeed more important than the end result. if we dont enjoy the process, we wont enjoy life. because, life is a process itself.

ok back to real life, econs is screwed badly. this is the first time i panicked in jc exam. wow. for econs. i am usually quite confident for case study, as in like at least can pass, but i know the amount of crap i wrote this time. its like mayb can pass if its mrs long la oops. prelims are really screwed for me in general. and i can already anticipate how upset i would be . hahas. over failures. i suppose i ought to learn from them!

whenever i see old people, i would find them very ke lian. esp my 2 grandmas, the current circumstances just suck. mayb i wil try to do sth after As. money is still impt after all, in order to survive.

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