ONE sentence my consultant said that really touched me yesterday 'these few days have been tiring for you' yep! totally into my heart. this few days have indeed been tiring. i have been so busy that i dont even have time for myself and my family. one whole week of busyness! i din even had time to talk to myself, to really feel what i shld feel.

the only time when i am alone is during lunch or bus rides. During this periods, i will start thinking. allowing the news to sink in. Sadly to say, it hurts pretty a lot in a weird kind of way. As usual, many probably expected us to break off long time ago. maybe even me myself, yet when the real thing happen, yup, it still sucks big time. Maybe being busy during this period might be good. haha.

Spoke to joel about it yesterday. was quite defensive abt myself. but wad he said was right too, it would be a more difficult period for him than for me.(although coming out from him sounds funny )somemore i have such strong support:D

Some things just have to be faced alone. I cant really show that side to anyone. its hard. i suppose this is the 10 % where i will never let anyone see. oh well, i am surviving. not that exaggerating as the last breakup. improvement. haha. thanks ppl, for showing me so much support. it really helped a lot!It alleviates the other 90% :D saw sharm's msg in the morning and it really made my day!

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