shall go for lunch in 20mins time:D WOOTS! many thoughts passed thru my mind this morning and yesterday night! oh wow! yesterday, when i banked in the money i got from tuition, i suddenlt have this sense of satisfaction. really. nobody thought i could do it, but slowly slow one step by a time, i am moving towards my goal. To me, its not really abt the money, but abt myself. once i set a goal, i MUST achieve it ! of course, i am not some sadist that scrimp and save just to get to my goal,( although i believe i can if i am desperate)i spent a lot this whole hols, bought a lot a lot of stuff, and stil wants to buy more. yet my goal never ever left my mind. hahah! PROUD:D

HAd some serious society talk with bk yesterday:D he sounded really scary. i mean, the society he mentioned sounded scary. i know it myself, reality has not hit me yet. i know its there but yet the whole harshness of it hasnt sink in totally to me. Maybe in uni i would experience it? he mentioned that it would be good to realise the harshness early, so that you can adapt, rather then when u realise, its too late for anything. sounds so true, yet i rather stay in my own fantasy world as long as possible at least until after uni.that is if i survived thru uni w/o being changed. haha

oh wow~! i think talking to guys make me realise how hard it is to be a guy.changed a lot of my perspectives, it dawned upon me how difficult i was in the past. hahah. yep i was super difficult with high expectations! i am really sorry to you! haha! the worst part was probably i din know wad i really wanted. most girls are like that, this is wad i feel, many of us we just dunno wad we really want. or maybe its just me, shldnt pull down the other girls. wahahha.anw, i am definitely enjoying my singlehood:D at least for now !

i might never be able to find someone better, but all i need is someone suitable:D

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