had a very long chat with yeqi yesterday. hmm, i guess these 7 mths of working experience had change quite a few of my perspectives, and also maybe due to the ppl i have met. Like my boss, he is always very positive, very inspiring. i guess its really very hard to reach his level. haha. but its ok. i wil try:D

i realise i dislike ppl that just keep lamenting abt their life, complaining abt their life and just dont do anything to it. oh well, no specific person that i can think of now but ya, i kinda dislike this genre of ppl although i have to admit that there is a side of me that is like that too. love to complain, keep comparing myself with others, complaining abt the unfairness in life when i suffer injustice, but yep, i am learning to step away from this esp after the recruit express episode:D

we were also talking abt aura, like from some ppl, u can just sense the aura, either sian aura, or cheerful and active one. haha. a very good eg would probably be keqin, she is always like so positive and cheerful even though her life is not exactly smooth-sailing, yet those whose lifes are much better complains. oh well, i hate this side of me too, trying my best to change it. slowly ba, one day that side of me will disappears.

i suppose thats why some ppl are just more popular than others. anw, read an inspiring book which says that in order to boost your self-esteem, stay away from negative ppl! Talk more to positive ppl. yep think thats quite true too. i am proud to be myself and i am proud of my life so far. i hope everyone is as well!

*Successful ppl see themselves differently, they believe that they can be successful, and yes, they would be eventually* i believe that i would be successful and i would be eventually:D

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