5 more days to know my hall result! i am getting exasperated! hoping everythng would be fine! super irritating to have to wait! ultimate bad mood these few days! wa sian la! i think only when i am more bz then i will feel better! super scared i get posted to random halls! cause i most prob wont be able to attend hal camp liao by this rate. esp when quite a lot of halls have their hall camp in the coming week hall 9 also haven get back to me yet. feeling sian liao. i dont think they will also , cause i am not under hall 9 wad. everything just seems so screwed up. feeling exeptionally low now and when i am not outside.

must keep myself bz bz and bz to take my mind off al these problems.

yesterday was talkng on msn with a few ppl. had htht with few ppl too. wadever! i dunno wad i want. or i shld say history seems to be repeating itself. and yeah i dont really wish to share abt it! i am just sian. nth big anw. sometimes its just so hard to change. i thought i would be able to, but no i was wrong. lol

i think i heaty la, lead to easily irritable lead to emo. hahahha!! i wil be fine tomoro!:D i hope:D

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