yeah. sometimes i am really so confused! at this moment i am just relly confused. over wad i shld do, how i shld act! yep! i am so confused over wad i want in my life also. just feels very very lost. esp recently. experienced many diff kind of emotions. good and bad. i guess disappointment, fun, irritated, touched. all the diff kind of emotions . so tired. yep. it had been a tiring week for me overall. hall camp was not bad, except that for the first few days i really had to zihigh on my own, kinda tiring. after that when my og mates become more high, i became quite low. cause of ya....hahah. missed sentosa games as well.lol.sometimes it sucks to have very negative feelings, but i seem to have quite a lot of these feelings recently. maybe thats why i am tired. maybe.

oh gosh, i became so dark, disgusting! sch is starting and i dont have any close frens in my tutorial grp. most of my closer frens seem to be in group B. sadly to say. oh well, i wil just take wads given to me. so tired of fighting for the things i want. from nbs to hall camp. fight fight fight. yep i got it, but am i going against wad is planend for me. oh well. maybe its time for me to go church and listen to some positive talk.

this break had really been a growing up process for me. i shld really go find out more abt everything and start planning for my univerity life. start to be myself, and lead an enriching uni life:D

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