
I LOVE MY FAMILY, MY GIRLFRIENDS:D CANT WAIT FOR UNI LIFE TO START:D.
title: the truth hurts but it is good to see it early oh well. so much have happened these few mths. suddenly i realise how naive i am. lame. i shld have just known better then fallen into some hole that is hard for me to pull out. oh wells. i suppose its an entirely new experience. anw, i suppose very few ppl in this world is able to affect me and my studies. studies have always been yyl top priority. never changed for yrs. till this time round. badly affected and for all the wrong reasons. too obsessed with seeing what i wanted to see and wad i wanted to hear. yeps, wad i have always wanted to hear might not be the truth. wise words from benson as usual :) sometimes, life has these occasional moments, when lightning suddenly strikes, and the truth just seems so clear after that. nope nth major happened today. but all of a sudden i see wad everyone else had been telling me. yeps. the truth hurts and will probably hurt for some more time. but ultimately its good that i see it early.
i realised how deep i fell. into somewhere that i probably cant recover. thanks for all those that stood by me for the past mth or so:) grateful, to everyone. the path ahead is still long, filled with uncertainties. cant guarantee anything, and not implying any positive or negative ending, just suddenly realised how deep i had fallen and i can see both perspectives better now ! credits goes to benson!:) and of course, yeqi who always entertained me over this issue , keqin who really spoke into my hearts, and my roomie pyt who had wasted so much time helping me analyse. not forgetting lwx, whom i am going to update on monday :) u girls are just wad i need:) <3 |
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